Letters - 7 / 15 Dear First Love

Letters - 7 / 15 Dear First Love

Dear First Love,

…

It was a long time ago. We were kids. Sometimes I see your posts on social media, facebook or instagram. I never like or respond, and I know you don’t do the same for me either. I’m afraid of opening up old wounds. Are there old wounds? I don’t even really know. I know I messaged once, I guess almost ten years ago now. Never heard back. And I didn’t want to push it.

Letters - 5 / 15 Dear Crush

Letters - 5 / 15 Dear Crush

Dear Crush,

Life - Notification

Life - Notification

They changed the sound of notifications. I almost didn't even notice. And yet I couldn't not. They changed the sound, and my fingers no longer tense as my heart seizes when I hear it.

It used to have a specific meaning in my brain, it use to evoke a specific, pavlovian response to me.

They changed the sound. The old one is gone.

I could have changed it at any time. I am aware of the process for it, perhaps in a dream I even did once or twice. Imagining different outcomes perhaps.

They changed the sound, and I have returned to that platform.

It's different now.

They took the choice from me. I'm not sure if that makes me happy...or not.

Life - Anything

Life - Anything

Sometimes say something.

Sometimes say nothing.

Sometimes, say anything.

        Don't wait forever.

Life - Shatter

Life - Shatter

Shatter silver threadbare raiments
Like dust fallen silent we ply this
strangeness.

Drift ethereal and cold
I am left alone.

Life - Exercise

Life - Exercise

Aaron Bleyaert wrote this most excellent guide to how to lose weight, in 4 steps.

I might argue that they're not that easy. But well, semantics.